Monday, November 13, 2006

New beginning: rejuvenation


"the Day has come for me to Declare.. I'm a Feminist. i'll also be anybody's ROLE MODEL, sure if they Want to follow my EXample. And i barely take the Consequences."


Here i put a few quotes from the artist, politician, royalty, and author that became my inspiration. it'll set you free............

Liberate yourself right now!!

"Don't compromise yourself. You are all you've got." —Janis Joplin

"Remember no one can make you feel inferior without your consent." —Eleanor Roosevelt

"People think at the end of the day that a man is the only answer [to fulfillment]. Actually a job is better for me." —Princess Diana

"As a woman I have no country. As a woman my country is the whole world." —Virginia Woolf

Monday, November 06, 2006

A classic story


It was my first journey back home to Aceh. I never visit the place that belong to my origins since I was five years old. Somehow it takes seventeen years for me to come back and it’s a big number. Let me begin the story.

There’s a little town near Medan called Stabat. My uncle lived there and we decided to have a trip to Kuala Simpang, Aceh. It all begin about 8 in the morning. I drove the car, taking the shortest way to the main road of Medan-Aceh. The weather was fine, with no air conditioner in the car I believe I still can survive from the heat.

At day break, the sun climbed quickly into the sky. I could heard the sound of children fighting in the car. But it all was over, soon they all sleeping. So I drive by my own, passing the Casuarina trees hidden by cluster of Acacia. It was a perfect harmony watching the scented yellow flower of Acacia trees with the midgreen foliages as background. Then I looked to the mirror for a while, and there’s a current of joy rippled and danced through my eyes.

The car begun to enter small town called Tanjung Pura. My uncle pointed his fingers to a building beside the road, a hospital right now but once it was a house where my father was born. It felt strange passing the same road as my father once walked. And seems that the history of the place addressed me friendly. It was bewitched.

But now, back to Tanjung Pura again on the road to Kuala Simpang, my father birthplace. I had begun to rediscover the ways of the world that I once known. I smiled again then scolded my self silently for being so forgetful. As my feet pushed the pedal the car ran smoothly. Leaving the place as a devoid of motion, that stretched far into the distance.

The journey had close to the bay area. The heat is maximum. Overhead was only whiteness, a blanket of cotton wool with no trace of color at all. Beside the road as far as I could see was just a mud land cover by shallow river. The mangrove forest. We begun entered the city of Pangkalan Brandan. Sometimes when I was a kid, I usually spent my holiday here. My father had a shrimp farm there. Remember that I used to spent hours playing with tiny crabs and they have plenty of colors. My mother called me “ikan belacak” because I always covered with mud after it.

Oh, what a precious journey. The wind, the trees, the people with their honey-colored skin, the smell. All of them surrounding me, they carried me away to calm and peace.